You know the quote. Everyone does. “It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.”
I’m thinking about this quote tonight because I actually saw a comment that a couple of reviewers made on a poem on TNBW (not a poem I wrote BTW). One of the reviewers used this quote and the other reviewer wondered if reviewer #1 had ever felt so broken that death felt like a better option.
I think that’s incredibly unfair of reviewer #2, personally. If you HAVE loved, even if you have lost someone, then you’ve known the greatest joy there is in this world. You’ve had a light at the end of the tunnel. You’ve had starlight and fairy dust.
If you HAVEN’T loved, well, then I totally feel your pain. You can’t describe that pain to another person who has loved. They don’t understand it. The emptiness. The torment as you ponder day in and day out what the hell is wrong with you and why the hell no one in this world has ever cared about you. You walk around every day bleeding inside. Loneliness defines you. Something funny happens and you have no one to run and share it with. Not only do you have no one right now, you’ve never had anyone. You feel like you never will have anyone. Yet you smile. You enjoy life. You find pleasure in the little things. Because you know what will happen if you don’t. You really will be alone forever because no one wants to be with someone as unhappy as you truly are.
So. Is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all? I don’t know. I can’t answer the question because I’ve only been on one side of it, but if I had to bet, I’d say yes. I’d shout it from the rooftops. I’d take a broken heart over an un-used one any day. And I know there will be people who want to argue with me, but I’m sorry. I don’t feel an ounce of sympathy for you right now if you’ve broken up with your boyfriend or girlfriend or husband or wife and it was the absolute worst experience of your life because I’m too busy being jealous of you.
Okay, that’s not completely true. I will feel sympathy for you and that will just make me hate you even more.
Oh. And though this post has nothing to do with a practical joke, Happy April Fool’s Day!